Oh goodness. Is it Monday already? I'm so not looking forward to another week of watching what I eat. It's so hard. I just came off a heavy meal on Sunday (Canadian Thanksgiving...hence, same holiday, same 800 calorie meal in one sitting and same leftovers haunting me today!). The trouble is this week, I just feel bloated and fat. My clothes are tight, I have antoher migraine and I'm just lacking energy. This is despite my mad dash into Starbucks at 2:30 this afternoon to get my daily jolt. Somehow the jolt part was missing in my latte! I could blame it on the scorching weather that is still upon us here in the Valley of the Sun - or perhaps I'm just not watching what I eat well enough and sneaking in things like bacon and peanut butter need to stop?! Argh. This is not easy. Or is it?
I'm not ignorant - I know it gets easier but right now I'm still in the "this sucks" mode. I so desparately want to be in the "I can do this" mode. It's way too early to be in the "it's second nature" mode - that hopefully will come around this time next year. Alas, it is only Monday and if I can be vigilant Mon-Thurs, then I can enjoy my weekends with my family and not be as cautious about my consumption. We'll see. I may invest in a bumper sticker that says "I Diet for the Weekends"!
C - are you out there? Hope you achieve another loss this week - if you do, I may just need your help coaxing me off this cliff and sharing some advice! Here's a question - how much does it cost to wire your jaw shut for two weeks?! :) I'll go and Google it!
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